Life is insanely busy, and yet I’ve never been more me.
All the nooks and crannies of my life are filled. It’s spewing over actually. And, I’m catching everything that’s falling onto my plate. I’m juggling it all. I’m processing and transitioning, and moving onto the next thing. I am walking calmly, with my confidence shattered.
I am exposed. I am a wound. Actually, I am a scar. Something that has been healing for a long time, and isn’t afraid to come out of the shadows. My skin can take hits now, and I won’t go anywhere. Nothing is ripping out of me. All the energy is being processed and then is released. I am shifting and playing. I am not the same person I was last week, two months ago or even on December 31, 2024. I am evolving. Changing. Exploring. Being.
I am here to keep learning and challenging myself. I speak in conversations that challenge me. I participate in spaces that make me hold my tongue for a little longer, just to consider words before speak. I am learning to condense 20,000 thoughts into a few words in under one minute. I am shaping neural pathways.
I am demanding of my body because I can now. I can ask her to stretch. I can ask her to hold something for a little longer. I go to the gym regularly. I communicate with my body regularly. I manage my body, so that I can manage my life. The structure and integrity of my body reflects that in my life. I can’t jump around my life, if my body can’t jump around.
Body wisdom runs deep. So strong. So intimate. Body knowledge is important in so many ways. I am trusting. I am not learning to trust anymore, there is full trust. Right where life meets my intuition. I don’t skip a beat. I ask, I receive. I wonder, I know. I am, We are.
My intuition runs deep. She is an extension of my body. Where the ends of my energy are, my connection to the world begins. Infinitely. Timelessly.
Ask and receive.
Play and understand.
Repeat and find out.
Listen and yearn.
Be and have temperance.
Enjoy and love Life.
Write poetry and fall in love with Life again. Yes, life with the big L. The most beautiful connection is at your finger tips. Just trust and love and you’ll experience it.
Busier life means that there’s less to think about because you’re experiencing it all at once. There’s no more to do lists, no more dreaming. Just action, action, action. We can mould the energy that flies our way. We can be what we want to be. We can hold our dreams, and use them as a compass to get back home to our energy. To the whole me.
Life’s a wild ride. Enjoy it while you can.
Thanks for Being,
D
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